Lets have a sip

The cup of suffering is not the same size for everyone. (Coelho)

My life’s been pretty busy. Although I’m not occupied yet, but all the application things that have been goin on (either jobs or home) has successfully been killing me.

No, im not joking. Even last night I got my first migraine in 2010.

So here’s the thing: i need to have a job, asap.

Yeah, that’s pretty much it.

Other than that, life’s still good. Not THAT good, but I’m happily thanking God for everything He has been doing.

Real updates:

1. I’m gonna move out soon from Browns, (hopefully if everything go smooth in today’s deal)

2. Yet i will be totally broke after that

3. And I cant ask daddy for any additional money.. for the reason that..I am not capable of doing that. That’s it.

4. New Sem will start in abt 2-3weeks. While I still havent got any job (have i told you that?)

5. I’m getting addicted to Glee and How I Meet Your Mother (I know i’m soooooo un-fashionably late, but i gotta admit the series is legen…wait for it..wait for it.. dary!) :D

(I know it’s totally random for putting things that I’m currently watching into #5, but yeah, whatever. No one’s gonna care anyway. :p)

And the rest of the list will soon follow. Hopefully it wont be filled with any other problems or.. you know, life-sucks stuffs.

Cheers!

A Clear Halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You’re the only one that I want
Think I’m addicted to your light

I swore I’d never fall again
But this don’t even feel like falling
Gravity can’t forget
To pull me back to the ground again

It’s like I’ve been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin’
It’s the risk that I’m takin’
I ain’t never gonna shut you out

I can see your halo
You know you’re my saving grace

and here goes the big “2010 resolutions” list!

Ok.
Without further due, here goes:
1. Being closer to God, in any way. From smallest way to the greatest way, if possible.
2. Always be thankful. ALWAYS.
3. Stop being such a crybaby and a worrier- over small things-
4. Able to say “no”, more often.
5. Have a part time job
6. Losing 4-5more kgs.
7. Rajin baca (atleast) lecture notes every week. Blajar lebih keras. I know I can do it if I push harder.
8. (Still,) HDs. Min 4 in a year. Yeaahh
9. A steady and happy and loving relationship with my loving man :)
10. In which, I shud hv an answer to where the future goes.
11. Atleast, the least I can do is by becoming a less keraskepala person and hv more patience to him:).
12. Buy one “sophisticated” thing from my own salary. (Therefore, #5 MUST be accomplished)
13. Have an improved english language.
14. Become a better person, starting from small ways. E.g. Less gossiping. Less bad mouthing.
15. Handle my biggest weaknesses. Learn to face my fear.
16. Improve my relationship with the loved ones, esp. Family. Communicate.
17. Stay fit, give care to my own body.
18. Try using makeup. I’m 24 for God’s sake. (Same case for heels)
19. Less proscrastination. More organized.
20. LULUS MASTER. (AMINN.)

I think that’s all for now. It will be good if I can manage to achieve some -more than half- of those things.
(Smangat tahun baru yg tdk pantas dicontoh)
Hehehehe :p

Anyway, 2009 is almost over. Thank God for 2009, I learnt a lot from this year. I grew stronger, I hope I became wiser and yes, 2009 gave too many memories indeed.

Ps: including you, big sleepy- hippo who’s reading this list. I’m thankful cos ure coming into my life.. within this year from different “view” :)
Ure the best :) you know I ♥ you :)

Bulletproof

Been there, done that, messed around
I’m having fun don’t put me down,
I’ll never let you sweep me off my feet,
I won’t let you in again, the messages I’ve tried to send,
my informations just not going in,
burnin’ bridges shore to shore, I’ll break away from something more,
I’m not turned off to love until it’s cheap,
been there, done that, messed around,
I’m having fun don’t put me down,
I’ll never let you sweep me off my feet,

This time baby, I’ll be bulletproof.

Quote of the day.

The course of true love never did run smooth.

Love is a familiar.

Love is a devil.

There is no evil angel but Love.

William Shakespeare

Love and religion

I believe in love, and I do really believe in God.

What of two people whose love is powerful, whose love is immense and yet, their religious faiths are completely different?

Religion is a personal choice which is supposed to bring peace of mind and guide you to your life’s purpose. However, why are there so many problems and obstacles made in the name of religion?

Is it because we focus more on our differences more than our similarities? Do we “unconsciously” look for ways to not like others because they are different from us?  Gaps created because of religion. Love’s being aparted for the sake of religion. Differences do exist in the name of religion. And many still use religion to create a “me” and “you”, ..not “us”.

What’s going on here? Is it so naive that I still believe (and I really hope it’s true) that religion is there to unify, not separate?

 

Religions, I personally believe, are like books with different covers, names and supposedly different philosophies, but if you read between the lines, you’ll observe that every religion promotes and encourages the same basic virtues.

Well. Just my opinion.

This is what happen when your love and your religions go head to head.

rediscover my love for GaGa.

Yes, I’m in ♥ (again) with lady gaga. I used to like her hits “just dance” and it becomes #1 in my most played songs in iTunes. Even I once believed that this song has such power to lift up my mood, and turn my day into a better one. Hahaha.

Eh eh, eh eh,
There’s nothing else I can say,
Eh eh, eh eh,
I wish you never looked at me that way,

Seriously. Can’t stop.

And have you seen the videoclip? Awesomenesss! Cutee yet sexy in every way. She rocks!

so my horoscope’s been saying.

Gemini Daily Horoscope

Thursday, September 17 Your life just has to contain some fun. It would be against the laws of nature and justice for you to have such aspects and waste them all on working or chores. Make sure you get out into the fresh air and sunshine. It’s party time, get out and boogie! You do need to have a bit of a break from the “rat race”.

 yeah sure,

…I WISH.

PS: feels like bitching now. Pardon me and my not so good mood. Blame the PMS and the-soon-3 assgmts due in a day-moment.

oh, and blame the ‘other thought’ as well.

you should know what I mean.

3 Posts in a row

Indicate that I’m so having a bad mood.

I’m pissed off.

Well well.

Dewa/Dewi Mesir untuk Lintang Paramita adalah : HATHUR yang berarti Dewa Bumi dan Langit.

Berikut ini adalah analisanya :

Plus: Perempuan Hathur sangat ekspresif. (raising eyebrows). Kamu mampu menunjukkan perasaan dengan baik pada orang lain. Hal ini membuktikan kejujuran sikapmu. (HAH. hahaha) Orang-orang betah berada di dekatmu. Kamupun mampu berpikir cepat dalam situasi sulit. (I wish.)

Minus: Suasana hati yang suka berubah-ubah bikin orang lain bingung dengan sikapmu. Terkadang kalau sudah bad mood, bisa saja tugas atau pekerjaanmu tidak disentuh sama sekali, atau kalaupun dikerjakan, dengan setengah hati sehingga hasilnya gak maksimal. (INDEED. VERY TRUE.)

Cinta: Perempuan hathur yang ekspresif seperti kamu suka banget dengan cowok pintar. Dan kalau sudah menemukan cowok yang bisa mengimbangi kamu dan bisa jadi teman diskusi berbagai hal, kamu bisa jatuh cinta mati-matian.

Profesi yang Pas: Psikolog atau konselor

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I’m thinking of charging a curhat fee from now on.

(If every curhat was being charged before, I would be a millionaire by now.)