The Saturday Routines

Hello there :)

Today is Saturday, yet my dad’s in Surabaya and my mom has this seminar things.

So. Nothing much to tell.. I went to meet my best-old pal Patricia all the way from Vancouver on Thursday. So first I went to Yaya’s Apartement, then moved to Pacific Place and having a nice iced cappucino, met Teph King and Yaya’s friend Indra, and headed to Plaza Senayan.

There were Me, King, Yaya, Deasty, and Vivin. We talked and finally took some pictures :). Apparently the latest and hottest issue to be talked about is the marriage trend. Hah! I do not see that coming….*gulp*

Anyway,

So, nothing much to tell, my life’s been stagnant these past weeks.

I think I need some refreshments or something, but I really have no idea what such ‘refreshments’ that I want (or need?)

Current thoughts lately been filled by many things, my future, my current state of relationship, my to do list (which, is getting longer and longer each and everyday), and my wish list, of course.

Ramadhan is coming on the other way around. Better prepare for it wisely.. I have my own goal and I need to talk to God in private for many stuffs..

Have mercy on me God, for me as a sinner.

Have a good Ramadhan people, and Happy Fasting to all :) Minal Aidin wal Faidzin..

Quote of the week

Pearl S. Buck:

One faces the future with one’s past.

Emptiness

Another emptiness struck.

Can someone fill this void? Right here, in my deepest heart? *a lame sentence, i know*

Or is it just me and my regular PMS stuff?

I miss him, so much.

Until i forgot how hard it is, the feeling of missing someone.

(I have no idea what i’m talking about here). Sorry for the lack of inspiration and such weird blabbing.

Zooey Deschanel

There are two people i love the most when it comes to fashion or style. They are Zooey Deschanel and The Olsen Twins (back in the days I would prefer MK however recently I think Ashley scores most outfits.)

Why Zooey? I have no idea. The moment I saw her (and her style) in one of style’s column in magazine, I’m in love (with her style, of course). Maybe she’s a little quirky, yet she has this outrageous face (and stunning eyes) which make most of the outfits she wears look…. fabulous.

courtesy of ninjavintage.blogspot.com

anyway,

tomorrow maybe I’m going to start working in my parent’s hospital.

Yes, it was decided back then, I told you.

And today, for the first time in my life I have this serious talk with my parents about my boyfriend and how serious we are in this ‘relationship’ things. Do we have such commitment? or we just let it flow without the plan?

I’m confused. I’m confused.

People make plans, and let God deliver the decisions.. is it like.. for real?

or is it that we have to put up a lot of efforts to make it happen and consider the sentence of “You can be anything you want” as 100% possible?

I’m confused. And this is not good. Every time I was confused, I tend to have a lot of tense and be (very) fragile to everything. Oh, and my immune system will be in the rock bottom as well.

God.. please help me..

*shrugged

I’m confused. I’m confused.

The thought of giving up and quit is somehow always appealing, especially when you are in your “lowest-point” of your life.