Life is never easy

I am excited for my graduation tomorrow. Yet I still have this “ganjelan” in my mind, and I cant simply do the “get it out off your mind by doing something else” thing.

What should you do if you are having one of the biggest event in yr life tomorrow, yet your life is simply messed up (ok, too exaggerated, I know) until it can make your heart feels like jumping out front and back through your lungs and stop beating….. for about a minute. (again, another hyperbole here).

I feel empty. But why it is hard for me to breathe?

Random Facts

I write this post from Hotel’s internet connection which costs about 32RM per hour (dam*it).

And I didnt do it on purpose of my own leisure. My dad asked me to send some emails.

I just got back from a really nice dinner with all my lovely friends in Italliannies. Until “something” happened and it ruined the rest of my nice night (which, FYI, I havent had such “nice nights” for quite long time)

I have to take my graduation gown early in the morning yet now IM STILL NOT SLEEPING (or, HAVING MY BEAUTY SLEEP)

I love my boyfriend, (and it grows stronger, I know it. but I feel weirder.. is it weird??)

Oh God..

Life is sure never easy.. Isnt it?

~ by lintangsari paramita on September 5, 2008.