Simply contradictive.

This post is inspired by the Katy Perry’s song, “Hot and Cold”. (sebenernya gak juga.. but it’s a super-catchy song and the lyric was quite.. different.)

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

I’ve just considered myself as a person who’s simply contradictive (see how I use the simply yet put contradictive after that?)

I feel sleepy yet I have no willingness to sleep

I oppose the fashion victimization yet I follow one-two-or sometimes three trends of fashion in a season.

I hate whenever I have to interact and making conversation to strangers (or some unknown people) yet I do love having many friends.

I know a simple “No” will do just fine yet I decide on using a “Yes” , taking a further, longer and winding road, and having myself stuck in another (more complicated) problem.

Geez. Does this have something to do with the fact that I’m a Geminian? (See, I told ya I have some fascinations on such things)

It sounds like I’m a hypocrite, tho.

Oh well.

Quotes for the day:
To fall in love is easy, even to remain in it is not difficult; our human loneliness is cause enough. But it is a hard quest worth making to find a comrade through whose steady presence one becomes steadily the person one desires to be.

(Anna Louise Strong)

“Love doesn’t make the world go ’round; love is what makes the ride worthwhile.”

…
Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone on 3

The songs that used to be there.

First Song: You and Me by Lifehouse

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can’t keep up and I can’t back down
I’ve been losing so much time

Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it’s you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren’t coming out right
I’m tripping on words
You’ve got my head spinning
I don’t know where to go from here

Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it’s you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you

There’s something about you now
I can’t quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it’s you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it’s you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

My oh my. Feels so nostalgic. Eventhough its lyrics had to do (anything) with my life back then.. i feel such peacefulness everytime I hear this song.

One secret: I used to wish there would be someone who said those words to me. ahahaha. So lame i know.

Second song: I Will by The Beatles

Third song : At Your Side by The Corrs

Fourth song: Sway by Bic Runga

and Fifth song: Last Kiss by Pearl Jam.

Yes, These are five top songs which always able to put me into a very-much-into-the-mood-of-nostalgic feeling.

(Kajumann :p)

Cheers, and have a good day everyone :)

Ola` :D

Been hiatus-ing for like.. ages.

and it feels great :)

However, some things did change, some events were inevitably happened, some people come and go.

Have i prepared for such change? No.

Did it affect me? Yes. Big time

Did I regret it? No. With all the hopes and wishes.

Did I survive? I believe so.

Did something revolutionary good happen after that? I cant answer that… yet. But hell yeah, I know it will be.

“Desperation is the raw material of drastic change. Only those who can leave behind everything they have ever believed in, can hope to escape” (William S. Burroughs)

PS: Sorry for such lame blabbing. Too many things jumbled in my mind in this very current time.

…

Well.

Still enjoying ur life tho? Good. Keep up the good work :)

Because I know I do :)