Ice cream.. (Cold Rock preferably! Dammit.. membayangkannya udah droooliingg)
and
his hugs.
Hegh.
the song that’s currently been stuck:
Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don’t you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you’d never been
But all the things that you’ve seen
Will slowly fade away
So I start a revolution from my bed
‘Cause you said the Brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime’s in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain’t ever gonna burn my heart out
So Sally can wait, she knows it’s too late as we’re walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don’t look back in anger
I heard you say
Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows, if it’s night or day.
Please don’t put your life in the hands
Of a Rock ‘n Roll band
Who’ll throw it all away
PS: I had gastric last night and it didnt feel good. and I thought sleep would help.
Marrying one Gemini woman is like living with two different wives. Confused? Don’t be, we are just talking about her dual personality. She has a dual nature and is capable of displaying different personality traits at different points of time. However, your major task will be to get her to commit. She is so fidgety that it becomes very difficult for her to become deeply involved with one person or place. The mind of a Gemini female never settles down at one place and her thoughts are always wandering.
However, if you do manage to blend with her at the mental, spiritual as well as physical level, you will be introduced to a woman full of passion. In her youth, she is least likely to be bounded by a relationship or commitment. She may love your most irritating habits one minute and be extremely sarcastic about your new stylish haircut the very next. (HAHAHAHAHHAA)
Maturity may bring a little bit stability in her. All this doesn’t mean that Gemini women are not romantic at all. Infact, for them, romance is the one of the easiest means of communication.
Since they always have some thoughts to express, romance never goes out of their life. However, commitment is an entirely different term. A Gemini girl may love your intelligence, but she will also notice your lack of interest in creative arts. It is same the other way round too. Puzzled? You should be, at times, even she is baffled by her own complex nature. She is so vivacious and full of life that with her, you will forget even the deepest of troubles. She has the ability to light up the most somber of surroundings with her presence.
A Gemini woman will be full of the small, sentimental gestures that keep alive the romance in a relationship. She will always find new ways of telling you how much she loves you and will shower you with her alluring charm. She may act like a typical woman at one point of time, be a nervous wreck the other minute and engage in an intelligent conversation the very next second. (VERY TRUE) She has the feminine charms, but she will never be clinging on to you. One thing that you will never find in a Gemini woman’s characteristics profile is monotony and boredom.
She finds something good in all the men she meets and then, wants a man who has all of those qualities. However, this can’t be and then, she keeps longing for that perfect man! She can be your best friend, your sports partner, your racing competitor and your lover, all at the same time. Just remember one thing, she is single-handedly giving you all this, so don’t expect consistency from her. A Gemini female can look at other guys, even when she is sincerely in love with you. Change is in her nature and she has to learn to control her own behavior. Just make sure to keep her interested in you and she will remain totally devoted.
She will never be suspicious of you and will expect the same from you in return. You may be out till 3 in the morning and she won’t even bat an eyelid. A Gemini girl will always respect your individuality and you will be required to do the same. She may forget to do the dishes every now and then, but you can have the most soul-satisfying conversations with her. She will keep your intellect as well as creativity stimulated. Motherhood will come naturally to her and she will make a happy mother who will respect the individuality of the children.
Gemini woman makes an excellent hostess and will charm the guests with her grace. They will be treated to the best of cuisine, that too in silver cutlery. She can easily get along with anyone, right from your boss to the peon of your office. With a Gemini wife, you will feel as if you are with a different woman every other day. When she wants to speak, she will speak and when she wants to fly, she will fly. You don’t know how she flies; just listen to her imagination and you will know. She is full of hopes, desires and dreams and you are welcome to share them. Just make sure that you are with her when she needs you!
Chuck: I was a coward running away again. But everywhere I went, you caught up with me. So I had to come back.
Blair: I want to believe you, but I can’t. You’ve hurt me too many times.
Chuck: Then believe me this time.
Blair: That’s it?
Chuck: [pauses] I love you, too. (they kiss)
Blair: Can you say it twice? (laughs) No, I’m serious, say it twice.
Chuck: I love you, I love you, I love you. (kissing)
MY FAVOURITE SCENE.. EVER! :D
I hate people. I hate how they pass judgmental views.
I hate people. I hate how they easily take one side of the story without bother to know what’s there on the other side.
I hate people. I hate how they said they will never tell but apparently they lied.
I hate people. I hate how naive I am for believing that there’s still hope left for them, mere cowards.
F* it. I am mad.
“Je n’ai jamais rencontré de fille aussi jolie que toi.”
“Eres lo mas hermoso que tengo en mi vida”
-said (or written?) at some times around midnight-
:)
Thanks to Mr. Pepen Supepen.. and our virtual karaokean (via MSN) .. I got hooked on boybands mood sepanjang malam..
*and we definetely SHOULD do the real karaoke.. and sing THAT ultimate song pen! :p*
The first boyband I got to much into:
before?
mantap.
I don’t care who you are
Where you’re from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you’re from
Don’t care what you did
…
..As long as you love mee!
hahahhahah. good times good times.
and the next boyband:
oemjii.
(again) mantap.
dan our ultimate song was:
I cry myself to sleep again tonight
‘Cause I cannot hold you tight
I wish I could see you again tomorrow
To take all this sorrow, sorrow
I’m hollow
When I touch you
Can you feel it
When I need you
Can you give it
When I look in your eyes
Can you see me
When I fall, fall
Will you catch me, catch me, catch me
Misery is what I feel
When you’re not around
So I can’t heal
Misery is what I feel
Is what I feel
ahahahhaha! too much penn too muccch!
anyway, yes. The assignments are driving me crazy.
I told you, they kill.
Oh and yes, I’m still in love with a man that I’ve never ever ever expected before.
And when the world keeps spinning around, or even when it falls apart, he holds me right away and makes everything easier.
Thank you kamuu :)
Have to go.. see you all soon!
Thoughts on 4 in the morning:
I believe this one person. I trust him.
I still accept him for what he is.. and I still recognize him as one of my best.
Yet the life turns bitter, I felt that he stabbed me right at my back and he turned his back away.
Yes,.. the person whom I [still] think, will not be able in doing such thing.
The person that I respect so much.
I don’t know who should I trust anymore.
Atleast I know I trust You, God.
Current activities: *munch munch munch* uhm.. Orange pudding and a tiny bar of chocolate
(DAMMIT. THE WORD “TINY” does not make the chocolate becomes less in fat. Definite FATNESS comes.)
Current worries: Exam in about 1 month. Oh, and AFF 5130.. seriously dude, this subject freaks me out.
Current wonders: Why jejes sangat rajin ngetag foto. ahhahaha *piss jess*
Current excitements: SMUA FOTO DI KAMERANYA EDY!! :D dan soundsekerta 2009 audition!
Current annoyances: assignment 5130 yang gak kelar2.. dan my sleepiness attacks everytime the clock hit 1am. Damn my metabolism used to be very good. Damn I feel old.
Current needs: A good planner-forcer. If you know what I mean.
Current wants: No more assignments.. also being totally ready for examination, and for the so-called-gonna-be-miserable-without-him-around holiday :(
Current fears: Good God knows.
Current blessings: All the things that God gave me today.. the foods, the air, the wonderful weather, the good times, the good pictures, the understandings, the patiences, the smiles, the joy, the happiness, the laughs, the hugs, the kisses, the loves, the talks, the great and magnificent people,
Current “what made my day today” thing: that “superserious” talk i had with him from my home to Murrumbeena station :)
Current songs played: Mraz on Remedy
Current sources of happiness: iTunes. Mexican Foods. This week’s pictures. Bayu Indrawijaya
Current thoughts: I should do my assignments like.. now
Current words (of the day): JANTUNGAN!
Current mood: sleepy. supposed to be an assignment – mood mode.. but yeah. you all see what i’ve been doing
Current cravings: Chocolate milk tea with coffee jelly caulfield bubbletea.
Current wishlists: Longchamp / Hermes bag (HAHHAA). Blackberry Bold casing. New Nail Polish. Strawberry body lotion from Body Shop. THAT red coat. More leggings. More dresses. More tops, the most importantly.. more shirt! oh, and NECKLACES!.
God I need to do some serious shoppings.
Current lyrics: “I try to sleep, but, the clock is stuck on the thoughts of you and me..” (yeah. Backstreet Boys DO ROCK)
People of the week: Bayu Indrawijaya :), Reman Murandi, Pepen Sadikin, Randi Nizar, Barli Wibisono, Dorothea Angela Merici JESSICA Narissa Idelia SATRIAWAN :D, Daniel Kiasu, Michael Adiwena, Edy Halim, Ridzki Noviansyah, Dian Hatianindri, HAO LOU! :p
Ok then.. Have to go now..
See ya’ll very soon! :D
And I found this microsoft word file.. with these words in it:
You only live once, as said by The Strokes. So I believe I will not regret any decision I’ve made.
I am 23 this year, and I feel I have to do something with my life, either to live it to its fullest, or just plainly letting it goes with the flow.
So I decided to follow my heart starting from now on, and all of my attitudes, all of my feelings, all of my objections towards people, will become a reflection to what I have in mind….in a super honest way.
Well, maybe one or two times I will still put more concerns to what people think and I will still trying so hard to make other people happy,
But still, I will learn to be an “egoist-kind of person”. I will learn to put my happiness first before others.
As my grandma ever said, if you’re not happy in making other people happy, then there’s no point in doing it.
*Thanks grandma, and suddenly I miss you :(*
Hell. What a word.
PS: My current condition is… undescribeable. I’m trapped in Hargreave Andrew Library, doing some assignments that I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE HELL IS THIS THING THAT I’M READING OR WRITING -, I havent printed the 15 articles which have to be read before friday next week, and I still have ALOT of things that are going on and on and on in my mind, while I still have to balance myself and keep myself sane at the same time.
And well yeah, love does help.. I know it’s (super) lame. Yet I admit, even a bit, it helps in putting out some sanities in me.
:)
[5 more assignments to go.. and 1 month more to the final exam.. dammit.. I need to make a time schedule.. no wait, .. I did make it.. but the thing is.. I NEED TO FORCE MYSELF TO KEEP UP WITH THE PLAN. PERIOD.]
Ciao for now.
