Hey people.
I will soon post my list of Resolutions for 2011, as usual. Since it is 3 days more to a new year.
I reckon it will be a little bit harder than the 2010. Some of them will include things that are beyond my ability to control (as PR or TR,) but I may still have to put a good fight on that matter, whatsoever. Some of them will also include longer term targets, which means that it may not be necessary in achieving those things within a year period, -since it may take longer time- but I do prefer to tick the boxes as soon as possible. So yeah, fingers crossed.
When I looked back to my 2010 list, I am quite proud of myself, for be able to achieve more than half (approximately 13 to 14) stuffs that I listed back then. There were many difficult tasks that I put, such as getting 4 HDs, losing 5-6 kgs, etc etc.. I was like “wth” when I read the list yesterday. I was completely aghast, since it hits me that I AM actually able to do all those stuffs. I am capable of getting 4 HDs in a year. I have lost more than 6 kgs, I maintained a loving relationship, I was able to get a part time job, and of course, buying a “sophisticated” thing from that.. not to mention traveling to Malaysia and Singapore with my own money :)… yes it hits me, big time. I am actually capable in taking navigation of my own life. I am capable in achieving what I want to achieve… but of course, I cant do it all alone, without God’s helping hand. God has always been nice and loving to me, for His blessings are uncountable and unstoppable…
I could not be more thankful.
:)
On the other side of the note, the things that I haven’t (or I have, but I considered it as a “not yet”) achieved mostly due to the external (and, a little bit of internal) factors that were beyond my control…… (I wish I really could use this excuse), or , I simply believe that God has not given me the chances yet.
Nevertheless, again, I might say that it was indeed a big achievement. Yes, 2010, it was.
Ups and downs throughout the years, consist of the best laughters and worst tears I have ever had in years (mostly at the end of the year.. talking about the dramas and the rollercoasters). But I do admit, I had a really good year. The good times, the birthdays, the graduations, the marriages, the celebrations, the holidays, the travellings, the friends.. It was all unbelievably amazing. Not to forget the farewells, the sickness, the mourns, the fights, the tears, the “talks”.. They play their roles convincingly as well….in shaping me, in transforming me into a different person with different piece of mind.
This year I also had the chance in learning the word “best friends”.. in a rough way. But I didn’t regret nor be disappointed, as it led me to a further realization that I still have those guys, who are still happily carrying the “bestfriends” tag along with them, wherever they go. And I’m so thankful for you guys, I do.
Last but not least. This year I still embark in a journey, traveling in a boat that rocked hard(er) than last year, a boat named “relationship”. It’s true that most of the time, the weather or the wave itself did not take any part in shaking or giving many holes of the boat, (which, most of the time, caused the boat to be nearly sunk) but it is also because of us, who handle the steering, are still unsure in controlling and managing to keep the boat afloat, let alone to speed and finally reach our most-desired destination.
What I’m trying (hard) to say is.. I personally believe if we, as the captain of the boat, are able to trust, love, and hold each other tight, no waves no storm not even tornadoes can sunk our little precious boat…
I do, I do believe in that :)
Anyway, enough with the gibberish talks. Here goes,
the 2011 Resolution List.
- Being closer to God, in any way. From smallest way to the greatest way, if possible.
- Always be thankful. ALWAYS. Thus, the Book of Blessings.
- Able to say “no”, more often.
- get a TR / PR
- Have a real full time job
- Buy one sophisticated thing from my own salary. (Therefore, #5 MUST be accomplished). Preferably a gadget.
- Paid back my parents for the TR / PR
- Do some traveling overseas with my own salaries.
- Have an improved English language. IELTS must be atleast 7. Use English in everyday’s conversation.
- Learn new vocabs. Finish atleast 2 books for a month. Hence, 20-24 books for the year
- More organized. Finance section: Finance book and account must be well-maintained. Householdsection:Storages, kitchen, shoes and clothes well maintained. Personal section: Important documents and etc
- Handle my biggest weaknesses. Learn to face my fear. Thus, list all my fears and try to completely face half of those from the list.
- Improve my relationship with the loved ones, esp. Family. Communicate. BBM every weekend.
- Stay fit. Do light sports atleast once every two weeks.
- Maintain my current weight. No increase in weights for more than 2/3 kgs.
- A steady, happy and loving relationship with my loving man :). In which, I should have an answer to where the future goes. Talk. Get some advices.
- LT. Target: T word (?)
- Further LT target: look up for a new place to live and consider buying / renting.
I do hope God’s still with me throughout 2011.. and I know He will be. :)
Have a merry christmas and a joyful new year guys :)
