Yes, I’m in ♥ (again) with lady gaga. I used to like her hits “just dance” and it becomes #1 in my most played songs in iTunes. Even I once believed that this song has such power to lift up my mood, and turn my day into a better one. Hahaha.
Eh eh, eh eh,
There’s nothing else I can say,
Eh eh, eh eh,
I wish you never looked at me that way,
Seriously. Can’t stop.
And have you seen the videoclip? Awesomenesss! Cutee yet sexy in every way. She rocks!
Indicate that I’m so having a bad mood.
I’m pissed off.
Dewa/Dewi Mesir untuk Lintang Paramita adalah : HATHUR yang berarti Dewa Bumi dan Langit.
Berikut ini adalah analisanya :
Plus: Perempuan Hathur sangat ekspresif. (raising eyebrows). Kamu mampu menunjukkan perasaan dengan baik pada orang lain. Hal ini membuktikan kejujuran sikapmu. (HAH. hahaha) Orang-orang betah berada di dekatmu. Kamupun mampu berpikir cepat dalam situasi sulit. (I wish.)
Minus: Suasana hati yang suka berubah-ubah bikin orang lain bingung dengan sikapmu. Terkadang kalau sudah bad mood, bisa saja tugas atau pekerjaanmu tidak disentuh sama sekali, atau kalaupun dikerjakan, dengan setengah hati sehingga hasilnya gak maksimal. (INDEED. VERY TRUE.)
Cinta: Perempuan hathur yang ekspresif seperti kamu suka banget dengan cowok pintar. Dan kalau sudah menemukan cowok yang bisa mengimbangi kamu dan bisa jadi teman diskusi berbagai hal, kamu bisa jatuh cinta mati-matian.
Profesi yang Pas: Psikolog atau konselor
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I’m thinking of charging a curhat fee from now on.
(If every curhat was being charged before, I would be a millionaire by now.)
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = tap water
2. last phone call = cant remember.. i guess it was bayu.
3. last text message = bayu as well :)
4. last song you listened to = PAPARAZZI by lady gaga (damn this song is so catchy)
5. last time you cried = on monday
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = nope
7. been cheated on = well. i really reee~ally cant tell.
8. kissed someone & regretted it = nah
9. lost someone special = no please God dont
10. been depressed = yeah. been there
11. been drunk and threw up = nope
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. green
13. now currently into pink
14. and purple!
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = for sure
16. Fallen out of love = oh yes
17. Laughed until you cried = very much often, thank you
18. Met someone who changed you = yeah, kinda
19. Found out who your true friends were = well, i might say i have.
20. Found out someone was talking about you = yeah
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend’s list = yes :)
GENERAL
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life = approx 90% more-something. i dont usually accept request from someone i barely know.
23. Do you love living in Indonesia = i do
24. Do you have any pets = yeah.. if fishes are pets
25. Do you want to change your name = nah.
26. What did you do for your last birthday = was all wet, was being all-surprised and pampered for three days in a row, was so happy, did a lil BBQ party
27. What time did you wake up today = 4 friggin am in the morning
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = really cant remember
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = 15th of July :)
30. Last time you saw your Mother = on february 09
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = nothing. im happy with all i have now :)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = tommy.. tomo.. yeah sure.. hahahaa
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now = nothing. exams done and i have nothing in mind for sure. all have been flushed away. hahahha
35. Most visited webpage = currently twitter and facebook (duh. everybody does)
37. Nicknames = too much of them, sometimes i got lost in counting it *lebay* ya GAK LAH. i dont care really .
38. Relationship Status = in a happy loving relationship
39. Zodiac sign = gemini
40. Male or female? = female
41. Elementary= mardiyuana, charitas, marsudirini. (yes, i moved a lot)
42. Middle School = smp 5, tarlim (yes, i moved a lot… again.)
43. High school/College = best girls-only highschool in the world! :D
44. Hair colour = black
46. Height = Approximately 153cm. sigh.
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = i think i do
48: What do you like about yourself? = i always make plans before doing something (yet not emphasizing on the result tho)
49. Piercings = ears
50. Tattoos = nah
51. Righty or lefty = righty
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = tawangmangu tragedy
53. First piercing = when i was born
54. First best friend = forget dehh
55. First sport you joined = hmmmmmm this is hard.. hahahahha.. well i guess it was swimming
56. First vacation = anyer.. based on my mom’s story
58. First pair of trainers = mampus. mana ingett
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = nothing
60. Drinking = mineral water
61. I’m about to = have my super-long quality sleep
62. Listening to = iTunes
63. Waiting for = nothing for now sih
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = yes.. and 2 will be perfect :) aminn!
65. Get Married? = yaa
66. Career? = YES
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes= eyes
68. Hugs or kisses= can i have both.. and can i have it right now? *hiks. kangen pacaaarrr*
69. Shorter or taller= taller.
70. Older or Younger = dont really care tho. wait.. buat apa dulu ya?
71. Romantic or spontaneous = combination of both will be purr-fect.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = alamakjonn
73. Sensitive or loud = medium lah ya
74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = none
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = no
77. Drank hard liquor = nah
78. Lost glasses/contacts = yeah!
79. Sex on first date = nope
80. Broken someone’s heart = mmmhhh. i guess so
81. Had your own heart broken = yesss
82. Been arrested = nope
83. Turned someone down = i guess so
84. Cried when someone died = yes
85. Fallen for a friend? = hahahahahhahaha yess.. BIG TIME.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = yes
87. Miracles = yes
88. Love at first sight = nope
89. Heaven = yes
90. Santa Claus = honestly.. yeah :p
91. Kiss on the first date = yes
92. Angels = yes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
95. Did you sing today? = yess on the way back home for mt buller
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? =if it’s only for seeing purpose only, i have several period on my mind.. if it’s in terms of changing past, nah, i wouldnt do that.
98 is missing
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = no.
100. Posting this as 100% truths? = that’s what im going to do now.
Ice cream.. (Cold Rock preferably! Dammit.. membayangkannya udah droooliingg)
and
his hugs.
Hegh.
the song that’s currently been stuck:
Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don’t you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you’d never been
But all the things that you’ve seen
Will slowly fade away
So I start a revolution from my bed
‘Cause you said the Brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime’s in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain’t ever gonna burn my heart out
So Sally can wait, she knows it’s too late as we’re walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don’t look back in anger
I heard you say
Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows, if it’s night or day.
Please don’t put your life in the hands
Of a Rock ‘n Roll band
Who’ll throw it all away
PS: I had gastric last night and it didnt feel good. and I thought sleep would help.
Marrying one Gemini woman is like living with two different wives. Confused? Don’t be, we are just talking about her dual personality. She has a dual nature and is capable of displaying different personality traits at different points of time. However, your major task will be to get her to commit. She is so fidgety that it becomes very difficult for her to become deeply involved with one person or place. The mind of a Gemini female never settles down at one place and her thoughts are always wandering.
However, if you do manage to blend with her at the mental, spiritual as well as physical level, you will be introduced to a woman full of passion. In her youth, she is least likely to be bounded by a relationship or commitment. She may love your most irritating habits one minute and be extremely sarcastic about your new stylish haircut the very next. (HAHAHAHAHHAA)
Maturity may bring a little bit stability in her. All this doesn’t mean that Gemini women are not romantic at all. Infact, for them, romance is the one of the easiest means of communication.
Since they always have some thoughts to express, romance never goes out of their life. However, commitment is an entirely different term. A Gemini girl may love your intelligence, but she will also notice your lack of interest in creative arts. It is same the other way round too. Puzzled? You should be, at times, even she is baffled by her own complex nature. She is so vivacious and full of life that with her, you will forget even the deepest of troubles. She has the ability to light up the most somber of surroundings with her presence.
A Gemini woman will be full of the small, sentimental gestures that keep alive the romance in a relationship. She will always find new ways of telling you how much she loves you and will shower you with her alluring charm. She may act like a typical woman at one point of time, be a nervous wreck the other minute and engage in an intelligent conversation the very next second. (VERY TRUE) She has the feminine charms, but she will never be clinging on to you. One thing that you will never find in a Gemini woman’s characteristics profile is monotony and boredom.
She finds something good in all the men she meets and then, wants a man who has all of those qualities. However, this can’t be and then, she keeps longing for that perfect man! She can be your best friend, your sports partner, your racing competitor and your lover, all at the same time. Just remember one thing, she is single-handedly giving you all this, so don’t expect consistency from her. A Gemini female can look at other guys, even when she is sincerely in love with you. Change is in her nature and she has to learn to control her own behavior. Just make sure to keep her interested in you and she will remain totally devoted.
She will never be suspicious of you and will expect the same from you in return. You may be out till 3 in the morning and she won’t even bat an eyelid. A Gemini girl will always respect your individuality and you will be required to do the same. She may forget to do the dishes every now and then, but you can have the most soul-satisfying conversations with her. She will keep your intellect as well as creativity stimulated. Motherhood will come naturally to her and she will make a happy mother who will respect the individuality of the children.
Gemini woman makes an excellent hostess and will charm the guests with her grace. They will be treated to the best of cuisine, that too in silver cutlery. She can easily get along with anyone, right from your boss to the peon of your office. With a Gemini wife, you will feel as if you are with a different woman every other day. When she wants to speak, she will speak and when she wants to fly, she will fly. You don’t know how she flies; just listen to her imagination and you will know. She is full of hopes, desires and dreams and you are welcome to share them. Just make sure that you are with her when she needs you!
Thanks to Mr. Pepen Supepen.. and our virtual karaokean (via MSN) .. I got hooked on boybands mood sepanjang malam..
*and we definetely SHOULD do the real karaoke.. and sing THAT ultimate song pen! :p*
The first boyband I got to much into:
before?
mantap.
I don’t care who you are
Where you’re from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you’re from
Don’t care what you did
…
..As long as you love mee!
hahahhahah. good times good times.
and the next boyband:
oemjii.
(again) mantap.
dan our ultimate song was:
I cry myself to sleep again tonight
‘Cause I cannot hold you tight
I wish I could see you again tomorrow
To take all this sorrow, sorrow
I’m hollow
When I touch you
Can you feel it
When I need you
Can you give it
When I look in your eyes
Can you see me
When I fall, fall
Will you catch me, catch me, catch me
Misery is what I feel
When you’re not around
So I can’t heal
Misery is what I feel
Is what I feel
ahahahhaha! too much penn too muccch!
anyway, yes. The assignments are driving me crazy.
I told you, they kill.
Oh and yes, I’m still in love with a man that I’ve never ever ever expected before.
And when the world keeps spinning around, or even when it falls apart, he holds me right away and makes everything easier.
Thank you kamuu :)
Have to go.. see you all soon!
Current activities: *munch munch munch* uhm.. Orange pudding and a tiny bar of chocolate
(DAMMIT. THE WORD “TINY” does not make the chocolate becomes less in fat. Definite FATNESS comes.)
Current worries: Exam in about 1 month. Oh, and AFF 5130.. seriously dude, this subject freaks me out.
Current wonders: Why jejes sangat rajin ngetag foto. ahhahaha *piss jess*
Current excitements: SMUA FOTO DI KAMERANYA EDY!! :D dan soundsekerta 2009 audition!
Current annoyances: assignment 5130 yang gak kelar2.. dan my sleepiness attacks everytime the clock hit 1am. Damn my metabolism used to be very good. Damn I feel old.
Current needs: A good planner-forcer. If you know what I mean.
Current wants: No more assignments.. also being totally ready for examination, and for the so-called-gonna-be-miserable-without-him-around holiday :(
Current fears: Good God knows.
Current blessings: All the things that God gave me today.. the foods, the air, the wonderful weather, the good times, the good pictures, the understandings, the patiences, the smiles, the joy, the happiness, the laughs, the hugs, the kisses, the loves, the talks, the great and magnificent people,
Current “what made my day today” thing: that “superserious” talk i had with him from my home to Murrumbeena station :)
Current songs played: Mraz on Remedy
Current sources of happiness: iTunes. Mexican Foods. This week’s pictures. Bayu Indrawijaya
Current thoughts: I should do my assignments like.. now
Current words (of the day): JANTUNGAN!
Current mood: sleepy. supposed to be an assignment – mood mode.. but yeah. you all see what i’ve been doing
Current cravings: Chocolate milk tea with coffee jelly caulfield bubbletea.
Current wishlists: Longchamp / Hermes bag (HAHHAA). Blackberry Bold casing. New Nail Polish. Strawberry body lotion from Body Shop. THAT red coat. More leggings. More dresses. More tops, the most importantly.. more shirt! oh, and NECKLACES!.
God I need to do some serious shoppings.
Current lyrics: “I try to sleep, but, the clock is stuck on the thoughts of you and me..” (yeah. Backstreet Boys DO ROCK)
People of the week: Bayu Indrawijaya :), Reman Murandi, Pepen Sadikin, Randi Nizar, Barli Wibisono, Dorothea Angela Merici JESSICA Narissa Idelia SATRIAWAN :D, Daniel Kiasu, Michael Adiwena, Edy Halim, Ridzki Noviansyah, Dian Hatianindri, HAO LOU! :p
Ok then.. Have to go now..
See ya’ll very soon! :D
And I found this microsoft word file.. with these words in it:
You only live once, as said by The Strokes. So I believe I will not regret any decision I’ve made.
I am 23 this year, and I feel I have to do something with my life, either to live it to its fullest, or just plainly letting it goes with the flow.
So I decided to follow my heart starting from now on, and all of my attitudes, all of my feelings, all of my objections towards people, will become a reflection to what I have in mind….in a super honest way.
Well, maybe one or two times I will still put more concerns to what people think and I will still trying so hard to make other people happy,
But still, I will learn to be an “egoist-kind of person”. I will learn to put my happiness first before others.
As my grandma ever said, if you’re not happy in making other people happy, then there’s no point in doing it.
*Thanks grandma, and suddenly I miss you :(*
Hell. What a word.
PS: My current condition is… undescribeable. I’m trapped in Hargreave Andrew Library, doing some assignments that I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE HELL IS THIS THING THAT I’M READING OR WRITING -, I havent printed the 15 articles which have to be read before friday next week, and I still have ALOT of things that are going on and on and on in my mind, while I still have to balance myself and keep myself sane at the same time.
And well yeah, love does help.. I know it’s (super) lame. Yet I admit, even a bit, it helps in putting out some sanities in me.
:)
[5 more assignments to go.. and 1 month more to the final exam.. dammit.. I need to make a time schedule.. no wait, .. I did make it.. but the thing is.. I NEED TO FORCE MYSELF TO KEEP UP WITH THE PLAN. PERIOD.]
Ciao for now.
