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And I found this microsoft word file.. with these words in it:

You only live once, as said by The Strokes. So I believe I will not regret any decision I’ve made.

I am 23 this year, and I feel I have to do something with my life, either to live it to its fullest, or just plainly letting it goes with the flow.

So I decided to follow my heart starting from now on, and all of my attitudes, all of my feelings, all of my objections towards people, will become a reflection to what I have in mind….in a super honest way.

Well, maybe one or two times I will still put more concerns to what people think and I will still trying so hard to make other people happy,

But still, I will learn to be an “egoist-kind of person”. I will learn to put my happiness first before others.

As my grandma ever said, if you’re not happy in making other people happy, then there’s no point in doing it.

*Thanks grandma, and suddenly I miss you :(*

Hell. What a word.

 

PS: My current condition is… undescribeable. I’m trapped in Hargreave Andrew Library, doing some assignments that I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE HELL IS THIS THING THAT I’M READING OR WRITING -, I havent printed the 15 articles which have to be read before friday next week, and I still  have ALOT of things that are going on and on and on in my mind, while I still have to balance myself and keep myself sane at the same time.

And well yeah, love does help.. I know it’s (super) lame. Yet I admit, even a bit, it helps in putting out some sanities in me.

:)

[5 more assignments to go..  and 1 month more to the final exam.. dammit.. I need to make a time schedule.. no wait, .. I did make it.. but the thing is.. I NEED TO FORCE MYSELF TO KEEP UP WITH THE PLAN. PERIOD.]

Ciao for now.

A Long (Lonely) Night

1.what’s your morning habit?

= it’s like.. looking at my phone to ask (to myself) what time it is

2. after that?

= bathroom baby

3. who’s the first person who greets

you?

= ci Feli

4. what do you do on your way to the

office/school?

= currently not working nor studying………….. yet. but usually I do put my iPod on

5.what do you usually think about on

your way to work/school?

= mostly about the weather… wait.. it should be all random. no, weather.. no.. dammit. cant recall

6. first person you usually text?

= who else?

7.who usually texts/emails you first in the morning?

= and who else? :p

8.what’s his/her message?

= the so called “love” message? (i wish there IS a doraemon)

9.1st call received today?

= humm.. it had to be him.

10. what did you talk about?

= my anger last night xp

11. 1st person you were mean with?

= mean.. what?

12.1st person who made your day right?

= him.

13.who are you thinking of right now?

= geez man. who else!

14.do you think that he/she’s thinking

of you too?

= I guessssss.. yeah. [pause]

SEE!! HE’S CALLING!! OMG!!. I soooo didnt make this up.

15. where you at right now?

= my room

16. what’s on ur mind right now?

= hm.. ALOT 

17.easy or tired?

= bored

18.what do you do after work/school?

= it depends. Usually I do my resting time with.. you know, browsing.. or else.

19.event that happened today?

= lets see.. Konjen, checked. Insurance, checked, ATM card, checked. Monash… not yet. sigh

20.word of the day?

= bankrupt. (As in … for real. oh, and yes, for representing that there are no more coins for my pet in PS.. HA HA)

21. ur bday?

= 2905

22.ur zodiac sign?

= Gemini

23.fav colours?

= Currently magenta (or purple, some would say.. haha)

24.fav place(s)?

= 1st: anywhere with him, 2nd: always home

25.fav ringtones?

= any catchy tunes.. currently using Mraz’s I’m Yours

26. fav music as of today?

= still Ello with Masih Ada :p (nothing to do with the lyrics.. seriously)

27.mood of the day?

= great.. lil bit sleepy (and migraine) but great!

28.Looking forward to?

= meeting him!!!

29.ur friends describe u as?

= shy, introvert and quite person (…… …….. what?? YOU DONT BELIEVE ME?)

30. body part u r most attracted to in a woman/man?

= his brain (AH SEDAP HAHAHA)

31. last item you purchased?

= korean snack yum2

32.do you like it?

= yeap.. 2nd bag and counting.

The “All Time Favourite Addictions” List

Hi all :)

Just popped in my mind, since today I will not have many work stuffs to be done (PFUIT. BIG LIE! :p) I will post some of my favorite stuffs, that I recall I’ve been madly in love with each of them. (And, still do apparently :))

1. Caramel Latte (or, frappucino will also do:p) from Starbucks. I dont know why, even though I couldnt agree more that the CoffeeBean’s CL definitely kicks Starbucks’, I just can’t move to another heart (baca: tak bisa pindah kelain hati) ahahahhaa

2. Detective Conan’s All series (Comics, or Anime, or Manga, ANYTHING)

3. All fashion magazines. Hahaha I also do not believe what I just said.. eh wrote.

4. Chitato! (seriously addictive. Damn MSG)

5. Facebook (should I say more?) And Pet Society.. HAHAH

6. Sherlock Holmes and Hercule Poirot’s stories. (bite me. I always think detectives are [super] kewl)

7. Travis’ Flowers in the Windows, Arkarna’s Life is Free, and Oasis’ Stop Crying Your Heart Out

8. GAMES!! GAMES GAMES GAMES!

I mean, PC and Mac Games, of course.

Well.. I sort of like those “finding stuffs” games, but not all of them, only some in particular..

like..

TADAA…

 

DREAMDAY WEDDING!

(Obsessed with the wants for marriage? hahahah)

I Love all DD’s versions except the Honeymoon vers, BLAH!

I hate those “time management” games, (I wonder why Candy loves them hahahah piss kenn).

Yet, apparently I was addicted (big time!) to this one game that is also categorized under the “time management” type,

It was..

JOJO’S FASHION SHOW!!!

(All versions, Version 1, and version 2: Las Cruces, ME LIKE IT!! :D)

(see? nice eh? :))

 

9. CSI!

It used to be CSI Vegas. But since they fired Gary Dourdan and Jorja Fox –and following soon, GRISSOM as well- I lost my willing to continue watching them L.

 

Then I tend to focus my eyes only on CSI: NY, esp. since there was this spark between Danny and Montana! hahah)

(AND AGAIN, THEY BROKE UP DANNY AND LINDSAY’S RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE OF THIS STUPID DEAD KID’S MOTHER!! WTF??)

Oops. Sorry. Lost my self-control.

love this picture of CSI:NY casts :)

Anyway, I thought all of CSI Series are worth watching and waiting for.. atleast for me.. hhehe

 

10. and now.. the winner of this all time favourite addictions.. my most-super-ultimate addictive-series, a must watch everytime i feel bored and have nothing to do, a cure to all my sadness and blues, a mediator which always works whenever I had this fight with ridzki, and a legendary series that everyone I know, I’ll deeply encourage them with all my heart to sit back and watch.

 

*berbusa2 oleh ke-hiperbolaan*

 

hahhaha..

 

yes, it’s the F.R.I.E.N.D.S series!!

 

ahahahha.

even by only writing this I feel like I’m gonna re-watch it now. Wait. tomorrow perhaps.

 

PS:

Some additions: 

Snickers and Baskin Robbins J I put them under this 1 special number because of the reason that–> they are goooodd. Quite expensive, I know, but gooood

 

 

PS2: After I re-read this list.. I began to consider myself as a criminal freak. HAHAHA. Weird nerdy me (for a woman within my age, of course)

 

Bye for now! ;)

 

 

 

 

 

Jumbled Words

Howdy!
This is my first time writing blog randomly from my so-called-gadget other than my laptop.It’s quite troublesome, I tell you. But it’s however nice to know that now you can instantly pouring what’s on your mind without having many technical “delays” which sometimes, discouraged your “wonderful” will to do some writings :)

5 highlights of the week:
1. Some called me freak. I couldn’t agree more. In some ways, tho. I know it’s a bit exaggerating when you just got an iPhone for 4months and suddenly wanted to change it to Blackberry. For some reason, I am that person. And I’m very thankful to God coz I’m lucky enough..to have such courage to dream like that, and to have the dream fulfilled, without having to give up anything.
I know I’m a freak. Sigh
2. Started my working period. It’s okay but still, I’m not quite bonding yet with my new job.
Maybe because of the environment.
3.Bayu’s bday on Thursday, and I called him at almost midnight on Thurs night, just to make myself knew that I’m not the person he was expecting to call. Shrugs. Malangnyaa..
HAHAHAHAHAHA. GOT YOU BAY! That’s my bday present for u :)
Miss you a lot, tho.. Huks.
4. Having fights when you’re in fasting period didn’t make it easy.
5. Done applying to cosmo, just waiting for the news to come.. AMIN.

I’m just hoping that everything’s going well.. And I can speed up the process so I can move to Melb without having many problems. Aminn.

Anyway, just had my 35 months anniversary on 14th. I can’t tell you how happy (yet also threatened) I am to be in such long and wonderful relationship.. :)

Bye for now ;)

Gloomy

all gloomy, myself today.

Can’t seem to find the lights, can’t even capture the possibility of glorious time i will later have.

This is me, i tend to have a ruined mood for a small matter (which, in my defense, i thought was important)

New chapter, new hairdo?

Some crappy thoughts first..

After somuch changes in themes, clicked here and there, i just get soo exhausted by looking and trying to decide which theme i thought is the best one.

Yeah, for those who do not know me,

Hi, i’m Lintang. I can’t make any decision properly,  even the small ones. I’m expert at being undecided, i’m majoring in being plin plan every single time.

Ok yes, that’s me in a (really) short form.

Where were we? ah, the new theme, yah i think it’s okay (still! cant seem to decide ANYthing huh?) and since i’m too damn lazy to change any header, i will leave it as it is, … temporarily of course.

Graduating!

YEAH BABY! i’m graduating! I had my results came out at 10th July afternoon. I was so nervous, i practically checked my WES for about once in 5 minutes. Later on i started to feel that I was doing something useless, so i decided to take a shower. When i got out, i checked my mobile (because my sis said that there was a call) and yes, there was one missed call (which happened to be my pocidol) and one SMS.

I opened the SMS (without checking from who it was at first. uhum. so me.) and there goes: “My Monash portal SMS result……”

I was standing right there with an opened mouth and my hands were all shaky,

I passed! I’m done with Monash! I’m graduating! Oh God I was so overwhelmed i thought i could cry (which at the end, yes, i did a little cry). This means my journey finally has it end! and yet eventhough it’s so sad (and sucks, big time.) yet i couldn’t hide the feeling of glory joy happiness etc etc.. because i know i’m graduating AND with a very satisfying result (for me) in addition. Yes, apparently, i got two HighDistinctions and one Distinction :)

Thanks God for everything!

Ribuan Alhamdulillah gak akan pernah cukup buat ngungkapin smuanya yang gw terima ya Allah, terima kasih banyak :)

HENCE,

Since i make a promise to myself, after i know i’m graduating, i will cut my hair short….

Tada! here i am, with a really short hair, feeling good to myself *grin*

Cheers to the world! :D

My first post

My first post on wordpress!

Yes, i’m a newbie, and the header up there, as you can see, is just one of the experiments i’ve done, which did not result in failure.

And because i’m too lazy to change it (added by the fear to face another failure hahaha), i will let that image hanging there at first, and later, if i have time of course, i will change it to a more appropriate header. (it’s so funny when i put the italic words “if i have time” since, i’ve got all the time in the world to do anything i want!)

(baca: pengangguran)

It feels weird to know that you’re at the end of a path, knowing NOTHING about what will you do in couple months later (or say, weeks). Yes, it also feels weird to know that such path, which has been so damn wonderful and nice and warm and etc etc, will have an end, and you are forced to take a new direction, a (maybe) scary one..

Geez.. how i hope that time FOR ONCE, does not fly this fast.

On the other hand, i feel that there’s no point in crying and moaning.. i still have my one and only God, my family – my support system, my friends (both in here and there), and most important of all, i still have him :)

Oh, and yes, eventhou people say LD relationship sucks (and i second that opinion), but somehow, deeply in my heart, i know we can do it (ya kan ci?), we’re 22 now, and there’s no way we can not handle matters such as ‘kangen yang luar biasa menggila’, ‘brantem lewat telepon’, ‘ketemuan yang jarang (atau hampir tdk pernah)’, ‘biaya yang membengkak’, etc etc, because, let me tell you,

we have been there, done that.

(well, i just hope my PMS do agree with me on that issue, tho :p)

Random issues (yet important!):

1. Results will be out on 11th July.. damnit.. my heart wont stop beating like crazy everytime i remember that.

2. After that, i’m officially jobless.

3. I moved to a new home in Alam Sutera Serpong, which is REALLY REALLY SUPER NICE, and i love this new home! (despite the fact that there’s no telephone connection yet)

i think that’s all for my first post, i’m blabbing too much.

have a nice day everyone:)