There was one note in Facebook that is SO HAPPENING right now, everytime I click my FB home, there was such note with many people tagged on it. At first I thought it was (very) unnecessary to do, neither to put it in Facebook’s Notes application and tagged many many people just to make them see (read- red) or, choose to do it as well and pass it on to others.
Yet on the other side, I personally see the note as one great tool to do such a… confession.
Yes, every people have their (darkest, perhaps?) secrets. Not all can be shared, and there are some things that are better left unsaid… But once for a while in their life, I do believe people should be honest to others, and yes, to themselves as well.
Ok here goes. My 16 Secrets.
1. I am a bad not so good moslem. Everybody knows that maybe. But what they don’t know is.. (shame on me), I only remember like…. 4 prays (surat or doa- red) from many many many of them. 5 with doa sbelum berbuka puasa.
2. I personally believe to the horoscope- astrology thingy. You know. For example if there’s one person who’s very open and noisy and attractive, I will then tell to myself (and sometimes, others,) “no wonder, you know, since she’s a Leo”. Got my point?
3. I have 2 exes. And all of them are Virgonians (SEE? I did it again :p). I don’t know whether it is a coincidence or something, but yes, there are always a Virgo man in every phase of my life. (Gak smuanya berakhir jadi pacar though. PLEASE TAKE A NOTE ON THAT. :p )
4. I dumped my first ex (sigh) because of the LDR things.. One day I woke up and suddenly realized that I couldn’t do such LD anymore. Then my feeling just *poofff* disappear . It didn’t end so well. The break up thing, I mean.. because out of nowhere I just stopped picking up his calls and moved on. Oh ya, without informing him. Yes. Me. Mean me. Shame on me.
Later on, my 2nd ex (which, is the ex of my friend) (and yeah, that friend of mine once accused me to steal her BF) dumped me pretty bad (through… yes. SMS.).. I was so heart-broken, I cried for a WHOLE DAY in school until one of my teachers felt the urge to ask me why.. ahaha (the reason why he dumped me? well.. he said it’s the “prinsip” thing while many people say to me, he did it because of the existence of “orang ketiga”)
You see the karma goes around pretty good, eh?
5. I used to feel the “uncomfortable”-ness (and “gerah”-ness.. or “gak betah”-ness) whenever my parents are around. Don’t blame me.. Since I was on 3rd grade, we (me and my lil sis) (especially me) did live far away from our parents. I tend to be on my own, doing all of my studies and else by myself, fulfilling my own needs alone, and that’s why I’m getting used to a situation where my parents are not around.
6. I hate lizards. MORE THAN I hate cockroach… and their-friends.
7. When I was a kid, and was asked what I wanna be when I grow up, I always thought that I want to be a diplomat. (Yang mana anak2 lain pengen jadi dokter, presiden, yes, there was me standing, said “diplomat”. hahahahhaa)
8. I took IPA on my penjurusan kelas III SMA.. because of my parents. (They are the conventional type, if you know what I mean) Which UNTIL NOW I still can’t figure out why I was willing to spend my one year filled with all the tears, all the shouts, all the tensions, added with a never ending migraines, numbers, chemical reactions, angka 3 dan 4 buat fisika, when at the end.. I took BUSINESS as my university major. (Accounting and Management to be exact).
9. (ok, this is the big one) Well.. Until now, if you asked me anything about accounting.. ANYTHING.. I swear I will not be able to answer. Not because of the “udah lama jadi udah lupa” things.. It’s because.. I NEVER UNDERSTAND THE PRINCIPLE. THE BASIC ONE? YES. ZERO. Z to the E R and O! Zero. Nada. Nu’uh. (Well I may know one or two..but.. yeah. Still.)
Oh and if you’re asking why I succeeded in managing my marks pretty well… um it’s because I am pretty good with numbers… (but not accounting, since they are two DIFFERENT things) and I’m pretty good in memorizing.. so.. Yeah…..
10. I will freak out every time I think about (or discuss about.. or talk about.. etc)… My future.
11. My biggest fear? (Besides God- of course) Losing the people that I love so much.
12. Waktu bayi.. my (so-called-newbie-in-baby-stuffs) mom decided to CUT ALL OF MY HAIR (which, I personally believe become the reason why I have such…… small amount of hairs)
13. I am a shy person. I can’t talk much if I’m not in the mood of “forcing myself to do the conversation”. I am able to become one completely mute person for a whole day… within a group of people.
14. I used to weigh 68 kgs.. hahahhahahahaa. I got the pics. All of em. And I’ve been losing 15kgs up until now. (So yeah, do the maths and you’ll find my current weight (well.. lessen it by 2-3 more kgs))
15. I once had a Barbie collection.. and obsessed by them. I changed their (there were 6 or 7 of them) clothes and brushed their (long and smooth) hair EVERY DAY. I have the dining set. The kitchen set. (But not the expensive one, since daddy couldn’t afford it) (Usually it’s secondhandedly given by my cousins), and I even made most of the clothes by myself! (Yep, no money baby. So I was using kain2 perca dan mesin jahit eyang putri).
(Oh, FYI, my dad DID saving up before giving me one barbie EACH for my BIRTHDAY.. every year. So 6 Barbie = 6 Birthdays.. It was really hard for him.. considering our daily life was also gak bisa mencukupi.. hiks. Thanks daddy, thank you so much :( )
And, one day, I went to Jakarta with my lovely grandma.. by train. At one point of time, we were careless.. and yes. One bag got stolen. No need to ask what’s in there. ALL OF THEM. WITH ALL OF THEIR CLOTHES and their tetek bengek of course.
16. I’ve never been to the club.. ever. Not once in my life. Bar.. once, with my parents in Vegas. (DU’UH). Smoking? Been there done that. Drugs? I say (out loudly) no to drugs. Drunk? I hate any alcoholic drinks. Yet I just want to … try… being in A club. What it is like. HAHAH. Poor me.
DONE! That’s my 16 secrets! Pfiuh. There are 1-2 things I want to put as well.. After many consideration, I think this is the TOP-16 so far.. Whew. Such a relief. (and embarrassment, I KNOW). But hey, they are worth a shot.
And how about you? Are you ready to spill some dirts? :p
Well then I guess I have to go… See you all soon! :)
PS: DAMMIT I CANT WAIT TO DOWNLOAD GOSSIP GIRL EPISODE – “In the Realm of the Basses” UUGGHHHHHH
